(via kayfabe)

I totally used to do his when I was a child.
Talk about delusions of grandeur…

(via cordisre)

I RETURN.
After a few weeks of abusing those closest to me due to lack of a better venting system, I am back.
Exams are over so I can return to typing out the thoughts that appear in my head.
Tumblr, once more you can suffer the slings and arrows of my emotions instead of those I adore.
Good luck.

Tumblr, you have been neglected… I am sorry. :(

Beyonce is bringing it back.

I was always Robin when I played as a kid. <3

Relevant.

(via fagarette)

Today has juxtaposed yesterday in the most wonderful way.
Sadly this means I have been proven a complete liar.
I am not alone.
In fact I’m very much surrounded by people who love me and continually give me the world.
There are certain people in my life who I owe so much to. Constantly provide me with a shoulder to cry on, but much more than that, they give me hope, they give me joy and they show me that life does not end.
They sacrifice and give so much that I cannot repay so easily, I don’t know how I will ever thank them for all that they do.
So this is a small token of my appreciation, it isn’t a fraction of what they deserve but I love them. More than anything.
So Thank You. Thank You so very much.
xo

Shut the fuck up.

As I feel I am completely trapped with nowhere to turn, Tumblr shall feel my wrath.
First point.
Today failed. Today was an inexplicable failure of a good day. Today I found out Chemo has stopped working, my Father’s tumour is growing once more in spite of the drugs. Which means they are pulling the Chemo for four weeks, so I get to enjoy his deterioration while the hospital decide what to do? The same hospital which misdiagnosed him for two whole years. Why do they get any right to decide his future, his treatment, when they couldn’t decide what was wrong with him? Not that they couldn’t decide, they didn’t try, they didn’t scan or test him for anything, assumed it was a pulled muscle. Well if physio doesn’t work after two years, you think you’d assume it wasn’t that? Sadly not, so paying for the test clearly worked. I’m a little bitter about this if you can’t tell.
So this leaves us with two options, death or a more painful dose of medication in four weeks.
Pleasant.

Second point.
I have no friends.
I hate human beings.
Whenever they are upset or hurt, I will be there at the drop of a hat. Heaven forbid I ever need someone? Cause they are never there, I must cope alone. Yes I know this awfully woe is me yadda yadda, it sickens me I’m even writing it.
But it needed to be said, I need to stop being so nice to others.

Rant over.
I hated today.
:)